feel sick

feel sick
Maybe I should try harder,
Not to think, I'll just sit,
Sit with this aching, fill the blanks.
I know i've smelt better,
Felt better passed the time,
The sight of you doesn't help at all, go away.
Maybe I'll fall asleep,
Might aswell, fall in me,
Me, drowning me, so many blanks.
Maybe I should let it go,
Everything go, all out,
Two fingers down the back of my throat, filled a blank.