Posted at 04:28 PM
um, im refering to 2 nights ago...or was it 3. Either way, had my 3rd dream about him. I know ive had quite a few since he died, but this has been the 3rd one in which we're are having a proper conversation, like he's actually there.
The first one was about 5 months ago, and he was asking me about what had been happening in wrestling lol even though he was still alive when we stopped watching it, but it kinda made sense because at that time, my little cousins were coming to stay for weekends and theyd watch it, so me and Nk would just watch it with them. I remember he asked me something and I said no, she he said "fine, your not getting any mint aero"...lol.
The second one, was real short, i'd been arguing a lot with dad recently and he asked me to stop, to try and not provoke him. Ive tried to listen cause i feel that it is really important.
But this one, Saturday nights dream, was the most real i think. It was weird, i just woke up in the middle of the night and he was sitting on the end of the bed, and it was still dark. We were just talking about music. He loved Kelly Clarkson, and he was just asking me about her new album (seeing as mims let me borrow it XD) I was just telling about it.
I miss him, theres just times when i just sit and wonder a little what how he would deal with things and such. To be honest im coping so much better than i ever thought I would have. But i feel bad that i think about him less and less now, but i guess thats just what time does really.
